Love Monday

Spinning Light

Spinning

The transition in breaking loose. 

On the Horizon...Summer! 

Trust

On stubbornness.

for all those who don't know,

 I've been a nanny for a 6, 3, and 1 year old.

After three months, I could no longer coach myself through the staleness of a daily routine.

yes, I know that sounds selfish and irresponsible. 

But, I refuse to continue being a solitary 25 year old who turned 

unhappy and lonely "housewife"

 So, I quit.  cold turkey.
side note: I look forward to the day when I raise my own children,
not someone elses. 

No matter how terrified I am right now 

(like, how will I pay rent next month?) 

I must trust that the universe has my back. 

I must Trust my decisions.  

Since you only live once, 

 I Leap. 

Mental Note

"If you want happiness, don't just sit there and do nothing about it. You must go out and start looking for the elements that nourish it; and as these elements belong to the divine world, that is where you have to look for them.

Once you find them you will love everyone and everything and be loved in return; you will understand things better and you will have the power to create and achieve your aspirations."

Dusty Gold

Start Anew. 

June to Do

marnin', sweet June. 

I'm a wee bit curious about what happened to May, but alas... 

I welcome you with open arms. 

this very moment, downtown los angeles.
my brother's loft sits perched on the 6th floor in a heavy stoned, turn of the century building.

the morning greets with a gray haze, a handful of skyscrapers, the reverberating noises of buses wailing and screeching, motorcycles buzzing, and commuters impatiently honking for friday. 

Luckily, I was able to scrounge up 6 cups worth of coffee grounds,
and a line of milk just covering the bottom of a convenience store quart. 

It will do.

Anywho, back to June. 

it's been a year of transition, for most.  

moving, quiting jobs, seeking new ones, getting married, breaking up, etc. 

The cosmos are stirring, but to what degree, we're all unsure of. 

All to say, blogging was once a welcomed form of inspiration -

now, I've been so silent for the past year ( year!?) 

that I'm sure it's useless for me to start this back up again...

It's my 25th birthday this month, and my goal is to change as much as I can. 

I'm seeking friendship, love, inspiration, new work, new city? 

new experiences! 

Including, a few new blog ideas. 

So, here's to a fresh start. 

turning can't into can 

and dreams into plans. 

-Lu