Friday, June 29, 2012

Week-ending


It's Summer. 
Run Wild. 

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

The Art

Of Interest


France. 
Culinary Herbs. 
Open Air Markets. 
Wine. 
Gardening. 
Writing. 
Language. 
Love. 

Monday, June 25, 2012

Summer Routine


You couldn't wish for a more beautiful day here in Los Angeles. 
The summer sun is painting my heart a glittering gold. 
the air is clear, the east bench stands pronounced, 
I feel light and intoxicated by where I live. 

I've been processing my issues, and not sure how to remedy them... 
For someone I know phrased my dilemma
"The Lu Cycle" 
It consists of not knowing what I want.
Quitting jobs out of unhappiness/discontent,
then possibly moving back to the safety net of Chicago... etc.

It's Self Sabotage and My insane ability to make excuses for myself from 
anything & everything. 
Resulting in holding myself back from myself.

 I've been aware of these "holding patterns" 
I've spent 8 years of my life battling the vicious cycle.
Holding back or destroying any possible success. 
Regrets? Sure, Always. 
I have passion, interests, and talent within. 
I do have something to contribute... 
But will I ever save myself from myself? 

I sit here paralyzed, unsure, and fearful of not having an answer. 
All I know is that this cycle needs to break. 

I'm more than what reality thrusts upon me. 
stop thinking so much and just DO 
SOMETHING. 

yolo, 
-lu



Friday, June 22, 2012