Most often, I wish to Smoke.
(yes -yes - i know -i know - just hold your horses and read on)
The main reason for this overwhelming desire is
due to my wild and romanticized ideas of the habit.
I have a scroll full of visions that partake in smoking.
I'll tell you this much,
it's pretty damn lucky that i acquired my mothers
rejection-to- cig- genes.
considering my father and siblings
were/are chain smokers.