On stubbornness.
for all those who don't know,
I've been a nanny for a 6, 3, and 1 year old.
After three months, I could no longer coach myself through the staleness of a daily routine.
yes, I know that sounds selfish and irresponsible.
But, I refuse to continue being a solitary 25 year old who turned
unhappy and lonely "housewife"
So, I quit. cold turkey.
side note: I look forward to the day when I raise my own children,
not someone elses.
side note: I look forward to the day when I raise my own children,
not someone elses.
No matter how terrified I am right now
(like, how will I pay rent next month?)
I must trust that the universe has my back.
I must Trust my decisions.
Since you only live once,
I Leap.
2 comments:
i have been ever so tempted to make a similarly dramatic decision on more than one front in my life lately. i am currently without the courage to leap, but hearing of your brave and constructive action has lent me a little...
Trust is my mantra for the week...hell, for the month!
It's scary, I'm scared. But far more fearful of the time that was/is passing before me, and with nothing to show!
Friends and family think I'm crazy and irresponsible, and maybe I am....but I TRUST myself. I trust my path. I trust the universe. I trust that something will work out.
If not, c'est la vie!
good excuses, eh? ;)
XO, she!
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